Making this CD has been a dream come true for
me. Singing has always been a big part of my life. My parents
saw how important music was to me and put me in music lessons.
At the age of four I sang my first solo in my home church. Even
at an early age the songs I sang would have to touch me in a
special way.
Denise at
Texas Recording Studio
I was born and raised
in Kelowna, B.C. I have and older brother Rob (Tataryn) and a sister
Jody (Manns). I remember so many times the three of us would put on
music and just sing as loud as we could.. for a long time. At the
age of ten I recorded my first record "One day at a time". Some may
ask what's a record? Well.. let's just say it was awhile ago.
Throughout the years I've been truly blessed singing at church,
weddings, etc. I had been praying that God would someday open the
door for me to do a cd, but it just seemed that the time was never
right. But this past year God opened up so many doors for me in ways
that left no doubt in my mind that He was leading the way. I
realized that it had to be His time, not mine. He lead me as far
away as Texas to do the recording and what a blessing that was!
I feel it is important
to let you know the background on the songs I wrote on this cd.
"Call on Him" is a very special song to me. My husband Todd and I
had wanted a family so bad, but after years of disappointment and
trying everything, I had just given up. I was sitting at the piano
feeling lost and not having any hope at all. The words to the chorus
of "Call on Him" just started coming to me. It's amazing how God
reaches us at our lowest point. It was then I knew God was with me,
He knew how I was feeling and He was not going to leave me. I left
it all in His hands, and I'm happy to say He blessed us with a baby
boy. However, our joy soon turned to worry. I knew something wasn't
quite right with him and when I took him to the doctor (and many
tests later) I was told my son had a heart defect called ventricular
septal defect (VSD) and he would not survive unless he had open
heart surgery. I couldn't believe this was happening, why would God
give me something so precious and then do this to us. Many times I
wondered where God was, I found myself turning to my music where I
always found comfort, God again started giving me the words to
finish "Call on Him". I knew He was with me, but it still hurt so
much. At 6 months of age we headed for children's hospital where he
would have surgery. So many times I prayed for God to heal him,
because I knew He could, but why wouldn't He? The night before we
left for the hospital I prayed over him and finally broke down and
said to God "let your will be done". I had to put my sons life in
Gods hand knowing He could take him or let him stay with us. Many
prayers happened that day of his surgery, I could just feel them. We
are so thankful that God did let him stay with us, the surgery was a
success.
When we brought
him back home I remember that night going into his room to
check on him, I looked down and realized the love God had
for us, to send His only son knowing He would die. I finally
understood the magnitude of what was done for each one of
us. "Thank-you Lord" was written when I realized this. What
an amazing God we have.
God loves us so much and when we are faced with tragedy and
heartache we need Him the most at those times.
Michele - I hope this CD will give you some comfort, losing
your mom was very hard. Hold onto Jesus, He is with you.
Vicki - You have gone through so much and have managed to
always lean on God. When I wrote "He gave me you" for your
wedding, you made me see the song was more than just a love
song. Thank you.
My hope is that the songs will be a blessing to all who hear
them.
Denise
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